Project 365: Jesus be the center. Day 10/365

What a long day I had! I don't think I've felt that tired in a while. This is particularly why I go to sleep at grandma time cause then I'll be super tired especially if I have an EIGHT HOUR SHIFT the following day! Although it was a long day at work I'm starting to actually like my job, particularly the old people. They are so stubborn yet so cute. Makes me think if I'll ever get to live that long, imagine that. Is this even real life? Oh man the complexity of life is undetainable. After work I was able to go to buhbsies house for her girls fellowship. It was a sweet time for me. There is definitely some odd girls in the group but they are so cute, they're such nerds HAHA I pray to God they would stay innocent and continue seeking Gos though cause it's truly a beautiful thing and once that's ruined it's different. Yes God definitely purifies us but it's still...different. One of the things that Christa said that stuck out to me was the calling which is funny since pastor was going to teach about that too! Yes the calling of our life is important but we shouldn't get so caught up the calling to where we forget whom called us and who we need to know to fulfill the calling. Although I don't know these girls too much the fellowship means so much to me. To know that there are girls struggling in the same things is really encouraging and uplifting (not literally the struggle) haha. I really need to make Jesus the center of my life for everything else to fall into place. I definitely won't be able to do it alone but I WILL need to prophecy the words over my life if I want to move anywhere. Even changing things up, go on a date night with God for once. Jesus be the center of my life, that I would follow the greatest commandment: to love. Myself, others, and most of all you.